I awoke at 6:30am this morning no alarm, I have finally caught up on my sleep. Apparently going to bed around 7pm a few nights in a row does the trick. I opened the blinds, to assist Elliott in waking up and I grabbed our computer to catch up on the blog world. Mom had a new post to me so I read it and cried. When Elliott woke up he asked me if I wasn’t feeling well because I was sniffling, I explained my morning to him.
Some how between last night and this morning I decided I wanted to do a juice detox I read about in a magazine, I told Elliott I would be doing a weekend juice detox and we was pissed. He went to Sacramento today for a boys golfing trip and he didn’t want me to experience a detox without him. After considering his feelings for a few minutes I realized he was pissed because he didn’t want me to lose a pound unless he had the opportunity to lose a pound too. When confronted with this analysis he admitted it was correct. We went for a run before he had to leave for Sacramento. While he showered I walked to the store for the first recipe, he wanted to have at least the first juice with me. I am working from memory but the shopping list included: beets, spinach, kale, aloe vera gel, carrots, apple, orange… thats all I can remember now. I asked Elliott if he thought it was an issue that we don’t have a juicer only a blender, as the two produce very different results. He thought the blender would do fine for the juice diet. I prepared the foods and placed them in the blender poured 2 giant 8 ounce glasses and smiled because the rule in our house is the person who blends doesn’t have to clean. Oh and olive oil, how could I forget, the recipe included olive oil. The juice/smoothie was horrible. The only good part was watching Elliott’s gag reflex which was hilarious even though I was choking down the same strange juice/smoothie. Elliott commented that he thought the kale smelled like he does after a run, I said I didn’t think it smelled that bad but it definitely tasted pretty bad. Elliott eventually left for his trip and I was left to ponder my day. I showered and made latter made myself a fruit juice, a nice break from the vegetable variety, much better. I went to Whole Foods to purchase my lunch and dinner items, you have no idea how expensive it is to buy all of these veggies. I came back home and made a celery, orange, lemon, kale… the rest I have put out of memory juice/smoothie and suprisingly it was even worse that the breakfast smoothie – horrible in fact.
Throughout the day I surfed the internet and read about juicing, detox, raw good diets, even learned about strange things like oil pulling. Around 3pm I realized it had warmed up outside so I walked across the street with a blanket and magazines and partially watched a girls soccer game, it was really nice to get some sun. Back at the house 1/4 to 1/3 of the way through my juice detox I aborted the mission and had a spoonful of cashew butter. I then ate some chips and salsa and started to feel normal again. I decided to walk to Safeway where I bought a greasy burrito from the deli counter and some bananas. I then walked to Block Buster and rented the Devil Wears Prada. Once home I ate the bean burrito and enjoyed every bite. I still don’t feel quite right, the unfortunate part is now I am not sure if the smoothies or the burrito made me feel bad. Oh well, I think I can nurse myself back to health with some hearty food tomorrow. Oh I forgot to mention I also tried a dandelion root tea with lunch, it helps detox the liver or something.
One thing I wanted to mention is while at Safeway the cashiers were really playing up their donate to breast cancer program. I donate each time I go to the store, I gave this morning when I bought the veggies. Tonight though they were announcing each donation over the speaker system and crowds of cashiers were clapping and celebrating. I thanked the cashier and said I thought they were doing a good thing. He shared with me that the general manager is a breast cancer survivor. I told him my mom is fighting it right now. It took everything I had to not break down into tears right there. A year ago I would have maybe given a dollar, and probably never thought twice.
So I didn’t make it through the weekend detox and for whatever reason today has been an emotional day for me, I guess that is what I get for reading mom’s blog first thing. Tonight I am going to drown my tears with more toxic food, probably some cereal, and The Devil Wears Prada, spread out in the bed as Elliott will be back tomorrow.